Anonymous asked: Like who darling?

various people, mostly my sister.

Anonymous asked: Tahlia I was the happiest person in the world, and last year the doctors told me I had depression. I miss you and I'm sorry I haven't been close to you. I often think of you and how you are and I just hope you're okay. I fight with myself everyday and deep down I'm sad but I try to be strong, I just want to be me again. The happy me. I love you x

Who are you darling? I am always, always here for you precious one. You are never alone, and your feelings will pass. I promise.

Anonymous asked: Anyone you miss right now? Or have been thinking of lately?

Indeed there is.

Anonymous asked: You were my best friend for years. You and me were so close that we used to do each others hair your dad dropped you off at my house before school and we would talk about hobos and listen to sia breathe me. We both had eating problems but there were so different. I would binge and purge and you would starve and purge. We both self harmed and we had the same name. Im one your instagram and tumblr bawling my eyes out thinking maybe just maybe that day you moved back to melbourne if you had stayed

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Anonymous asked: this is getting so long so Im going to go because you probably dont remember me. But just know I love and miss you evefy single day. You are beautiful and Im sorry I didnt try hard enough to stop you getting sick.

Of course I remember you my gorgeous Tahlia L. Infact I have been thinking of you so much lately, so when I received this I started to bawl. Only yesterday I was telling my Mum about the time your Dad asked if he could call me Geni and you Tahlia. Please never blame yourself for me getting sick!

I miss and love you also, message me some time gorgeous! xo

Anonymous asked: hurt to think about how I would never see you again. It hurt more to think about trying to find those words to talk. But just know i miss you like crazy. I miss laying in bed cuddling and listening to breathe me. I miss laughing about hobos chopping out fingers off and putting them up our nose. We went through so much and it may not seem like much now but it was for me. We were the two trouble makers. I have photos of you still and remember how much I love you. I still think about you daily and

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Anonymous asked: You wouldnt have gotten so bad. Maybe if we stayed in contact you wouldnt have been put in hospital. We were so innocent back then and we were pushed out into the world and we lost all hope. I watched you starting to develop so many back habits and I couldnt do anything. I watched you start self harming, start exersising obsessively and start developing your eating problems. Im sorry I couldnt save you and Im sorry that I stopped talking to you after you left but once you left it was so hard it

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I don’t want to be alone tonight. Not for any particular reason, other than being alone with my thoughts does not at all seem appealing, and may result in drowning in my own tears, and gasping for air.

At the same time I don’t want to feel like I have to be a host to someone.

I need ideas as to what to do when I get home to distract myself!

A big thanks to my eating disorder for making me struggle with solids again. PAR TAYYYY

careandcuriositykilledthecat asked: If I ever find out who the rude anon is, I'm getting a pie and mushing it in to their face.

hahah